Dear Diary, I wake everyday just wondering why me? No matter how many times I explain my problems to Andre he just doesn't care. I thoughtrelationships were dealing with two people not just one. I feel so lonely everyday and it's like no one can ever understand.
Closing my diary I just sit and think about EVERYTHING. I'm tired of repeating the same shit to Andre everyday to the point we barely talk during the day and I am so completely over it. I'm trying to get myself together and I want him to do the same but I can't be with someone who can't even uplift himself. I told myself relationships were a no no until I learned to love myself in a way that others should but of course just like any other 19 year old naive female, I listened to the smooth words and apparent false promises. This isn't the first time we have tried this relationship and I don't even understand this shit myself.
Just to give a back story so you'll understand my life a little better since you'll be on this journey with me..
I met Andre November 2016 we were only supposed to be fucking with no relations but everyone knows how that goes sadly 🤦🏽♀️ any-who we lost touch due to miscommunication and I wasn't to pressed over him. Fast forward to November 2017 CRAZY TIMING RIGHT. Let's just say the dog came out the wood works saying he wanted us to reconnect and actually try something. Our vibe was so great that I gave it a shot and that was a mistake because now we hardly ever talk. Every time I bring it up he switches it on me like i'm the one who is always busy but whatever I told him I was done tripping so if I look like a fool in the end so be it I guess. Actually let me just show y'all what I have to deal with 🙄.
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I'm about to just say forget it and continue reaching my dreams with or without him ______________________________________________________________________________ Hi guys so I've written a book on here before when I was like 15 completely stopped writing it & deleted it. But i'm giving this another try so lmk what you think.
And i will be using real screenshots in this book because it goes with the theme of the book anyway & he be acting retarded everyday so 🙂
Anyways leave feedback on if I should actually continue this book I'll have a character list posted 😘 -Riah
