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"Ana." A voice said lightly. I don't remember much from last night only the news about Connor. Groggily, running my hands over my eyes, I opened them. "Thank God your awake." I was pulled into a pair of strong arms. The smell of axe body wash and hair product and the strange smell of dairy-free yogurt, fill my nose. Pulling away I see his blonde hair, his blue eyes that made me melt, and his face. Drew. The one and only. My smile faded when I realized that he was here.
"What are you doing back here? Your suppose to be on the #BandLifeTour." He looks at me in a way that would make you be curious to know what he's thinking. What was he thinking? Where the hell am I?
"Well Kyle's aunt had her baby and Keaton's still sick, so we came back home for a break. Than when we were at the hospital last night Wes and I were about to head down to meet Kyle in the café when we saw run out of the room across from us. I called your name but you had already gotten to far. I chased after you and followed you home to make sure you were alright. Wes is with Connor, so is Kyle, Carly M., and just about everyone else. Kyle told us everything that Natalie told him. Even about the fights." He looked at me with hurt eyes. "Why didn't you tell us?"
"Because, you were finally getting your dream of going on tour and being a band. Layla, Paxton, and Connor had were okay. None of them hurt, none of my team killed. We were fine, we were surviving and we still are." He seemed to be thinking hard about what I said. Emotions filled me. I was happy, sad, excited, heartbroken, and scared at the same time. "Where am I?"
"My room, god I've missed you." Even though his grasp on my body was light, I accidentally winced and let out a sound of pain when he pulled me towards him. I was still bruised and and sore. He looked at me tensely. "Your wearing make-up." It came out almost in audible. Looking away from him I stared down at the floor wear my shoes were. I removed myself from his lap as he focused on the rest of me. "Ana, did he-"
"No, I got beat in a fight last week." I say more trying to convince myself then anything else. His hand came under my chin, lifting my face to his. He cupped my face and I winced in pain. He told me to lay down and I did. His hands lightly touched my body. Pain shot through me when he touched my abdominal area, my thighs, back, sides, and face. I washed my face in his bathroom, the make-up coming off easily. Looking up in the mirror, I saw a girl. Her face once clear of blemishes, now owned a bruise on her left cheek and temple. Lifting up my shirt, I saw her ribs and bruises. The stitches that had been placed where a fist had landed to hard. And the tattoo that blended in with her skin.
I padded barefoot back out to Drew's room. Placing my hair to cover the bruises on my neck. This is what I deserve, this is the price I pay for giving Alex an entrance back into my life. Drew picked me up bridal style and laid me on his bed. He only had a pair of shorts on. He placed light feather kisses on my neck, face, and jawline.
"I wanna see what else he did to you." He whispered in my ear. Avoiding his eyes I stood up and took off my shirt and jeans. He looked horrified,pained, and angry at the sight of my body. "I swear to God, I'll kill him!" He ran his fingers through his hair. Calmly I wrapped my arms around his waist from behind and left trails of kisses on his shoulder and back. Turning to face me, he leaned down and gently kissed my lips. The kiss quickly heated up until we were on his bed again.
"Drew, I don't want to fuck."
"Are you scared?" I nodded. "With you and I, Ana, it's never going to be fucking. We make love, and that's all I want to do with for the of my life." Leaning down he whispered, "Will you let me make love to you?" Looking at him, I place my lips on his mouth and whispered.
"Yes, Always and Forever."
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My head was on Drew's chest. My fingers traced small circles on his smooth skin. We had been laying here cuddling in each other's arms for about 2 hours. It's was raining outside and the storm wasn't going to end until Wednesday, three days from now.
"I love you." I say quietly to him. I feel him smiling as he kisses the top of my head. Carefully he pulled me up, so that I was sitting on his lap. He sat up as well. My small hands on his waist. We kissed and kissed. Pulling away I heard him groan. Reaching down I grabbed his shirt off the floor and put it on. He gave me a look. "What? I don't look very good right now."
His hands were at the bottom of the shirt and making thief way inside and around my waist. "I think you look beautiful no matter what." I looked for any trace of false truth, but there was none. He was telling the truth. In one swift movement the shirt was on the floor and he was kissing down my neck. Flipping us over so that he was hovering over me. He kissed to my chest before sucking on my breast. He kissed down my stomach and waist before coming back up to my lips.
"Go ahead," I told him and he nodded smiling. Kissing back down my stomach. And you know how the rest goes.
