What I Didn't Know

INTRO 2 Part. 1: Sinead, Bryan, and Kenny.

Okay so here.we go! I finally got this chapter up. Please...

Enjoy ;3

-LB-

Sinead POV

They stung.

They stung like fuck I tell you.

"Hey, you alright?" I looked up to see Bryan walking in. I shook my head and he sat next to me on my bed and he hugged me. I hugged back and dug my face into his chest. I couldn't handle it. His eyes were sill red, like mine. I could feel the slight shaking of his body, the buckets of sobs still trying to push their way out. Bryan, had lost someone important to him. As well had I.

"Go ahead Bryan..." And we both let the tears fall.

For Alek.

We both let them tear themselves away from our eyes, just as she had.

"Why...?" I heard him whisper. I don't know. I wanted to tell him that. But I couldn't. My voice was lost in my wailing and shrieks. In the tears that scratched my throat dry. We sat there crying our eyes out, mourning over the fact we couldn't face. Alek was gone.

Oh no...

I was reminded of Darren just then. I remembered how he had loved her. How she loved him. How they were like soul mates. She loved him a lot. She confessed it to me... He was her world... When she had him... Why would she want to...? I could only imagine the excruciating merciless pain and heartache he would be feeling now. To not be able to hold her again...

"KNOCK KNOCK!" I jumped, and so did Bryan, at the knock and voice at my front door. I wiped my tears and blew my nose. I massaged my temple, feeling the oncoming headache and made my way to the door. When I opened it, the mail dude appeared. This time, Jared. My favorite. He looked me up and down. He seemed to frown at my choice. A dark gray hoodie, and grey sweats. My hair was a mess under my hood.

"Sin..."

"Please... don't ask." My voice was able to croak out. He looked at me with concerned eyes but shook his head slightly, obeying my plead. He gave me a clipboard with some papers and I signed them, he gave me a parcel and he left. I made my way back, ripping the brown packaging paper off.

"What's that?" Bryan's voice rasped. I gave him a droll stare and took out my keys. I cut the tape on the box and opened it. Inside were a note, CD, and cassette tape. I picked up the CD and cassette tapes, seeing there were notes on these too. I took off the note on the tape and read it.

Bring it to the place where you shall be safe. 

I speak for myself. 

But as well as for you 

You see, 

You need this, 

At your next move. 

Don't open your present, 

Till Christmas morning 

Little child. 

You may regret it. 

As well others too. 

Sorry Sin... 

But you are in like it.

It was in her handwriting... 

She wrote it... 

This...

"Sin..." Bryan shot up from the bed and caught me before I could fall. But he couldn't stop the black darkness from capturing my sight and mind.