On a windy day
Amidst the summer
My heart played a prank
One big bummer
The hot breeze blew
Right past my face
I fell for you
My heart ablaze
You saw me coming
You knew it all
You flashed that wicked smile
You let me fall
I didn't think it through
I reckoned I knew you
You made me believe
The idea of love is true
And then I fell, flat and square
I looked up to you
But you just stared
And then it hit me
It hit me hard
Making me fall
You just played the card
I begged you to take me
I begged for my life
But you walked past me
You crossed me in one stride
And I lay up, weeping in my bed
I couldn't sleep
I wished I was dead
You disappeared somewhere
The light wasn't on
You gave me poison
Every day, a little of me was forever gone
I did stay up, all night I swear
I did stay up, wishing that you'd care
But you never turned back
Not even once
You wouldn't love me
You called it a "fat chance"
I could cut myself, I could do things you won't believe
I could die right there, with my heart on my sleeve
But I knew better, I chose not to show
The way I'm dying inside
The way I can't find my way back to the shore
And then I stood up again, carrying the mess
I stood up like a hero
I promised myself I'd shun the hopelessness
So I laughed a lot, I laughed till it hurt
I tried to walk past you,
Just like the way you left me in the dirt
And it changed nothing
Not one inch at all
I still couldn't sleep
The wounds still hurt from the fall
One night I was up late in my bed
One night, that's all, then I'd be dead
I did it all, I wrote my goodbye
I mustered courage, not one tear dropped off my eye
I felt numb
As darkness was laughing in my face
And then it all changed
There was a twist in the race
Someone yelled, from the distance or so
Someone begged, please don't let go
It'll be al'ght, your wounds will heal I swear
I'll fix the broken pieces, I'm going nowhere
I can't do it, I can't, I said
Just let me go, just let me be dead
For you've been so nice
You don't deserve this at all
You don't deserve a girl
Who died in a fall
Maybe you're right,
Maybe, he said
But remember I'll love you
No matter whether you're dead
I reached out for him
I looked him in the eye
Even though I'd promised
I gave in for a hopeless cry
He came to me
He held me hard
He assured me
It'd take more than death, for us to part
But I knew better
I'd seen it all
That's what they said
Before you gave in, in the fall
So I smiled at him, I smiled one last time
Then I rushed past him, I couldn't take it a second time
And off I ran, I ran so fast
I didn't see it coming, and my body dropped off aghast
It kissed me in the mouth, then every part of my soul
It consumed me, my existence whole
And then slowly, I started, I started to part
Hazy at first, but at peace was my heart
They all rushed in, my mom, dad, and bro
The picked up my corpse, which the car hit one night ago
And just so it's complete
The tragedy of my life
It was again a windy one
The night when I died.
