Let's start with me telling you a little about myself. Why everyone tells me my life is so perfect, and why I'm "living the dream."
To begin with, I'm dating Luke Hemmings from 5 Seconds of Summer. Ashton is my brother, and Calum is my best friend. Mikey, well I don't really know him. He despises me. But that's just what people know about me. People don't know that I'm suicidal, anorexic, depressed, and have really bad anxiety.
This is me:
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I hate how skinny I am. I have scars on my inner thighs, my wrists, my sides, but they're covered. What are they from, well there's a story on why I made each one of them. But we won't get to far into that. My "fame" came from my brother and my boyfriend, my depression came from my parents dying 3 years ago. So it's just me, my brother, and his friends. By that, I mean they live with us. I don't have any friends besides Calum. Hell, Calum is the only reason I'm alive besides Luke.
Just last year I went to hang myself and Calum walked in and stopped me. Well I mean he cut the rope before to grip got tight. I was still falling. I hated him for about 5 minutes and then I was okay. Ashton was disappointed in me, and he became extremely over protective.
But anyways, now I'll describe my physical self. I'm 16, have dirty blond hair like Ashton, I'm 5'1, and I have blue eyes. But I'm going to tell you my story, starting 3 years ago to before my parents died.
***************** I'm going to try and keep up with this story this time. I know this chapter is really short, but it was kinda just an intro. I have a lot of plans for this story. Soooo yeah
