To the girl who's heart was once whole the happiness is gone yet never forgot. He loved you once and now he does not. Don't hide away baby girl your beautiful. The whole inside that's suffocating you, that's taking you to a whole new state of mind will soon pass my dear. Your the goddess he wish he had and never lost one day he'll look back and wish he could change fate. Things change people lie but did he lie? That my dear I'm unsure of. He said "I love you" even tho he wished you were her. He held you at night thinking about her at least that's what runs threw ur mind on that cold winter night. Words are scary and growing ups worse. Don't be scared baby girl be strong for me. I am you and you are me. We are one just listen to me. Breath sweet angel don't you cry I know your daddy's gone but you'll learn to fly. Just breath in and count to ten and then you'll be fine again. I know you stayed up all night wondering what you had done wrong and what you could have changed, and how did things end up this way. I know they say "god doesn't hand you something you can't handle" but sometimes even this can be quite hard to bare. The world you made crumbled beneath you at the stroke of 12. The world stood still as the pain kept coming. You fell victim to his snores as they used to grant clarity yet now they remind you of what you've lost. Welcome back to the single life. A saying you where hoping you never had to say again. You've managed to quit everything but him. You quit 3 jobs, college, and life at times but the one thing you didn't quit on was him. He thinks he's trash and your mother agrees yet you keep backing him up as if he still was yours. He's still your friend but now it's hard. He's with her and not with you. She won you lost. Please don't cry princess you mean the world to me. Your me and I'm you I love you. Just remember it's you and me against the world. Against this cruel evil painful world.
