Cry |BTS ff|

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My laugh, my personality and my words, they can hurt you. I insult you, I yell profanities at you, I tell you to leave me alone.

We use to be best friends, but you made us grow apart.

But somehow, you always come back, to cheer me up.
Can't you see, I want to be left alone?

This isn't like those cliché princess movies, where you save me. You're not going to be my Prince Charming, I don't need one.

You're the one who needs to be saved, as you cannot see my large flaws.
I was never beautiful, like those girls who always try to talk to you.

Stop saying I'm different, I'm really not.
Please, leave me alone.
I'm just a waste of your time, please leave me be.

Stop saying I need healing, it's just painful to think of those words.

I'm fine, okay?
Worry about yourself..

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Y/N pov, Fifteen years old.

"Hey Jimin" I whisper softly, looking up at the stars.

"Yeah?" He whispers back.

"Make me a promise, you'll be my bestfriend, through thick and thin" I smile lightly, feeling his small hands intertwine with mine.

"Of course, Y/N. I'll protect you even when you run away, you'll be forever imprinted on my mind"

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I woke up, my alarm ringing higher than any volume could ever go. I looked outside my  window to see my best friend waiting for me.

He noticed me not dressed and then sighed, I quickly chuckle.

"YOU CAN COME INSIDE IF YOU WANT!" I yell from my window and he runs in, the winter making it too cold to just stand outside all day.

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I was now ready for school, and we were walking out the door.
I looked at my drive way and saw that only my dads car wasn't there.

Not only that, but my mother was no where to be seen.
That's strange, she never rides with dad to her work.

I shrugged it off thinking that they probably had plans to do something today.

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We decided to go through the park, since it was a short cut.

There were people selling books, food and accessories.

I ran up to a market stall which was selling fortunes.

"One fortune please" I handed her some money and she shuffled her cards.

"You will get misery for a long time, but you will then find someone... To bring you in the light."

I sighed, well that was bad.
I looked at Jimin who just had a smile on his face.

"Don't worry, it's not like it will become real"
"I hope you're right.." I whispered under my breath so he wouldn't hear it.

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I heard a beep from my phone, to see my mother had texted me.