My eyes adjusted, waking up I just realized I had sex with my friend. I looked over to see Ethan, still sleeping, shirt still off I slid my hand down his chest going down to his boxers. I smiled. "Best night I've ever had"..
"What was that?" Ethan scratches his head with his sleepy voice.
"Uh.. n-n-nothing" I fake smiled.
"Babygirl, I know you had a fun time last night" he smirked, still half asleep.
"How do u know that?" I looked at him. He looks down seeing my hand in his boxers. I took my hand out, "oh yea s-s-orry abo-u-ut that" .. I stuttered. "You're so cute when you stutter" he smiles as he kisses my forehead. He takes my hand.
"Jessie?" He looks at me
"Yea?" I gulped
"Was I good?" He holds my hand tight.
"Yes, you were amazing E" I blushed
"Awe is someone blushing?" He smiles.
"Nooo of course not!" I hid my face underneath a pillow
He laughs. "It's okay jessie" "what time is it?"
"Uh.. " I turn to grab my phone.. 8:45 am, "fuck. Shut, fuck fuck shit shit" I cursed underneath my breath.
"What's wrong?" He looks at me confused
"My mom is going to be pissed" I looked at him
"Do you need a ride home?" He looks concerned.
"No, it's okay thank you anyway" I smiled
"Okay if you say so." He gets up and looks for his clothes and mine. "Here" he picks up my dress as I get out of bed. "Get in" I grab onto his shoulders as I step into the dress. He puts the dress on me and I turn around as he slowly zips up the dress. As he's done he slowly runs his hand down my arm. I grab his hand and I kiss it. "Jessie.." we both look at each other.
"Yes Ethan?"
"You know we're just friends.." "I'm sorry this happened."
I wanted to cry, I thought he had feelings for me or some sort after last night. Guess I was wrong. My blood started boiling. "Whatever" I rolled my eyes and grabbed my phone, clutch and shoes and started walking bear footed out the room.
"Where are you going?!" He yelled
"Going home!" I yelled
"What's wrong?! Why are you suddenly mad?!" He got furious and fustrated. I ignored him as I walked down the stairs he said "Whatever!" "Eli sucks my dick better!" He yelled and I started to cry. I know it was a douche move, I just left.
Ethan's p.o.v
"Eli sucks my dick better!" I yelled, I just realized what I said. It just came out of my mouth, I didn't mean it. Jessie was amazing. I just don't want to hurt her. Knowing her for 5 years, she's sensitive. I can't date her because what if I break her heart? I just can't bear with her being sad.. I only think of her as a friend. I mean yea she's gorgeous, she's got a body of an angel. She's sweet, funny, caring.. I just don't know how I feel about her yet. I quickly put on my jeans and my shirt and ran downstairs. "Jessie! I'm sorry!" I yelled as my eyes became to tear up. "LEAVE ME ALONE!" She yells back in frustration, she slams the door shut. I fucked up... real bad..
Jessica's p.o.v
Can't believe that douche did that to me. He can fuck a cactus. I don't care anymore my thoughts flow through my mind as I eagerly take my phone out and call Eli. "hello?" She said
"Eli." "Why did u do that last night you knew I like him" I start crying
"Honey, I'm getting Ethan and there's nothing stopping me" "bye bye" she ended the call.
I screamed. I took her contact and hit "block". I can't believe she did that. Now I have to deal with two idiots. I get into my Jeep and slammed it shut. *ring* Ethan's calling... fuck. I didn't decline, I wanted him to speak. "Yes?" "What do u want Ethan"
"Jessie, look I'm sorry I said that back there. You just got all mad at me for no reason. I didn't mean it jessie, you were amazing last night" ..
I was speechless.. I never had sex before. He was the one who took my virginity. But he doesn't know.. "Ethan, come over my house later" I said.
"Okay Jessie. See u later.." I ended the call
He seemed he was sorry, I mean I forgive him. He's my friend and all.. I know he doesn't mean it. I have to tell him about Eli. So, that's what I'm going to do. I drive home, my mom was sleeping. Which is good, so she'll never know I had sex with Ethan and I was gone all night.. but she'll find out sooner or later. Until then.. I slowly went inside my bedroom and got my clothes. Turned the shower on in my bathroom and took my clothes off. I got into the hot steamy shower and it relieved my stress. I started singing "I got you on my mind, baby. I got you on my mind" ... as I run my hands through my hair. As I'm done taking a shower I get out and I get 3 missed calls from Ethan. I call him back.. "hello, Jessie?"
"Yes?"
"Why haven't you been answering my calls?"
"I was taking a shower" I laughed.
"Mmm" he groaned. "Babe, text me when you're done"
"Okay" I hanged up. I got ready for tonight and I put on some clothes. I put on a long pink dress that stops at the ankle. I got out of the bathroom and got on my phone. And as Ethan said I texted him..
"Hi Ethan"
"Hey cutie"
"What's up?"
"Nothing much. I can't wait to see you tonight"
"Same here"
"So. Can u tell me why u were mad back there?"
"Well..." I couldn't say "I like you a lot" that will ruin our friendship for good.
"Well?"
"Nothing. As I left Eli said she's 'gonna get u' "
"Wtf does that mean?"
"Idk. But I don't like it."
"Anyway.. u said u were in the shower?"
"Yes baby"
"Fuck"
"...me?, haha yes please" I was getting horny. I couldn't stop myself.
"Mmm babygirl I already did"
"Daddy u know how to please me"
"I sure do know how to make my babygirl feel good"
"Mmmm"
"Send me a picture baby"
I sent him a picture of me in a purple bikini from 3 years ago. Since then my boobs got larger. I was like an A cup now I'm a C cup. I don't know how that fucking happens but I guess it can.
"Hell yes"
"Send me a picture of you"
He sends me a picture of his naked body with shorts on. He looks sweaty so I'm guessing it was right after he went to the gym.
"Babygirl I want to be inside of you" "scream my name for the neighbors to hear"
"I want you to fuck me so hard the bed breaks"
"Hmmm"
My mom walks up the stairs.. I texted Ethan one last time before I got to see what she wants. "Bye ethan Igtg"
"Not bye, it's later;)"
"Later babe"
"Later cutie"
"Jess?!" My mom yelled.
"Yea mom?!"
"Did u get home safely last night?"
"Yes mom I did" I lied, I couldn't say the truth and say I had sex with Ethan.
"Okay good."
"Mom?" "Is it okay if Ethan comes over later?"
"Yes of course he can come over sweetie"
"Okay thanks mom" "Ily"
"Ily too" I hug her and she hugs me back..
I guess I'll have to tell her sooner or later...
