*casually walks by* OH, why hello there. I didn't see you there. Its been some time since ive updated, i wont give any excuses, but if you guys want to know anything, ask away, ill d my best to answer. Um some if not most of you might know that net nutrality is dead for us in The U.S and the government hasnt really acted n it, but i know that their will be chnages coming, and mager ones. so ill be here a little more frequent. and if i dont get to be here any longer after 2017, i just want you all to know that i truly love you guys, you guys kept me insipred to keep writing, you guys decided to read my book and thats honestly an honor. There couldnt be any better fans than you guys. *wipes away tears* Any way here is the new update!
"You killed your father?" all three of them yelled in unsion
i looked at them with tears in my eyes confused. "what? no!"
"Then what are you talking to us about Elsa?" whispered Rapunzel.
"I killed my brother.."
They were quite, too quite, so i went on.
"It was when I was 14, he was only 17.."
I went on talking more about him, the more i cried, the more they hugged me. I explained that he was going to be the doctor of the family, he wanted to be that, he even accepted my dad controlling his life. I told them about how Anna the youngest of us had went out somewhere with friends that none of us knew the day that it all happened. i told them how when i told Kiel about Anna's whereabouts he was so mad and how he screamed at me to stay home instead of entering the car with him. i told them how on the way to the party anna was at he kept lecturing me how i was irresponsible, that how could i not stopped Anna from going or something.
I was angry, and hurt because he was right, i wasn't protecting my-... our younger sister. So i told him to stop the car, he screamed at me that i was crazy but i yelled and cried for him to stop the car so he did eventually. I had walked away from him and the car, i was crossing the street when i heard him say to go back to the car. I kept walking and he eventually was only a few steps behind, so i began to jog, then i ran, and he followed. I was crossing the street when i heard him yell one last time "Elsa Be careful!". I was pushed out of the way before the car that was supposed to hit me, hit him.
I was crying, i couldn't stop. All they told me was that they were sorry and that they were there for me. Even though all i needed was a hug from them, i felt better that i had them to help me cope.
We talked a bit more and I slowly started to control my tears. We talked about what was going to happen next with me.
"I'm not going back, I can't" I told them.
Merida rubbed the back of her neck "I guess you can crash with me for a while. I'll figure out a way for my mom not to be so mad at me for not telling her".
I gave her a smile and I thanked her.
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"Sorry if its a mess in here, I'm not so use to having company. Dont worry about anything, nothing is harmful. Unless you count my mom when she's angry. But she's not right now, I think, I talked to her about you stay-"
I cut Merida's ramble off "I really appreciate you doing this for me, I owe you big time" I smiled at her.
The group agreed that I'd stay with Merida for a week, then with Rapunzel for another. By then I'd hope to find a job, and at least pick my life a bit.
Jack offered me to stay with him as long as I needed. But it just felt odd to me. Maybe it was the fact that his dad didn't seem so friendly.
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That night I wrote in the notes on my phone everything that happened. Everything I felt.
Merida's house wasn't the biggest, and she had 3 other younger brothers. Her mom was really friendly and her dad was no where to be seen. Merida seemed so embarrassed when she showed me around her room. I found it nice.
Really nice actually. It had posters of her favorite bands, teams, and to my surprise some leaders.
She told me she always wanted to be a lawyer. Or wanted to be in charge of something, since she felt like she was good at bossing people around.
But I knew it wasn't because of that. She was a natural born leader, people listened to everything she had to say. She had a voice. Which was always something I admired about her.
*~Week 2: Rapunzels house ~*
The week I spent with Merida went really well. I went out to find a job with Merida. We didn't really have any luck.
I was given clothes from Merida and Rapunzel. My mom and dad have been texting me and calling me non stop. I've only answered my mom.
She wants me to go back home. But I keep telling her that I can't.
Anyways. I've found a lot about Rapunzel. I've realized that I really didn't know much about these people.
They all seemed like people with wonderful lifes. But its really not like that.
Rapunzel's mom had many miscarriages when she finally lost hope and adopted Rapunzel.
Jack, Rapunzel, and Merida were the cool kids to me. They were the untouchable, Unbreakable, the almighty.
Now, I see them different. A good different.
In Rapunzel's house I felt like I was home. I felt loved by her parents. They treated me like their kid. And I could tell that they still really wanted another kid.
After a few days of searching I found a job at a pizzeria. As a cashier. It was something at least. $10.50 and hour is something.
I don't know what I might do next. I might join a community college or something.
Being 18 and having the safe path of success you once had being gone in a matter of a few weeks is scary.
I dont know how to adult. I need serious help.
~end~
Well damn, we ain't even begun with the love story here and she already is torn appart. Reminder: I neeeeeed to update more often.
