why not? | finn wolfhard |DISCONTINUED|

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Josh: THIS LOOKS GREAT! KEEP THAT FOR TONIGHT!
Me: Okay gosh don't shout. Thanks for helping by the way.
Josh: No problem! Shit I need to go. Remember, call me after the snowball and tel me evrythng because--
Me: You never sleep and you need to know every detail. I know. Bye Josh.

I approched my phone and hang up.

I hear a knock on the door then I turn my self and see my dad's head popping up.

Dad: Ready? It's already 7.
Me: Yeah umm I think we should go at 8? We don't need to be on time though.
Dad: Okay, just call me when you wanna go.
Me: Okay.

He shut the door and I put some music on my speaker and picked up some makeup.
I go infront of my big mirror because I don't have a small one and start doing my makeup.
( a/n idk imagine something that you like).

One of Mac Demarco's song was playing and I just kept thinking about that night with Finn even though I didn't even want to see him. It was a great night and I can't forget it like that.

How could he trust that bitch over me?
She's like the dumbest girl in the world, everyone can see it.

I finish my makeup and just go lay on my bed, looking at the ceiling.

I should never be upset because of a guy, I should be focused on me and my health.
If he doesn't care about me no problem, I shouldn't too but I really like him so if I can't stop thinking about him it's normal.

I never liked a guy before nor had a guy friend (straight) so I just don't know if it's a friend or more because I dont know him that well.

A few minutes later, I take my little bag with my phone, my headphones and some money in it.
I go downstairs where my dad is waiting for me, watching the tv.

Me: Dad I'm ready.
Dad: Okay, let's go!

He stands up, grabs his keys and walks out with me following him.

Me: Bye mom! Bye Cassy!
Mom: Bye sweetie, have a great night! Be careful I love you!
Cassy: Bye loser.

We got in the car and I put some music on with the aux cord to get in a good mood.
The speakers make a sound that signifies that I received a text.

josh<3:
have a great time again sweetie

me:
thx josh ily

josh<3:
ilyt

Dad: We're here!
Me: Thanks for the ride dad.
Dad: No problem, have a great time!
Me: Sure will.

What a lie.

I get out of the car, accidentally slamming the door.
I mouthed sorry to my dad while waving him goodbye.
He shaked his head while waving me back.

When he drove off I realized I didn't move so I slowly turned around to see the school and I rolled my eyes.
I could be at home right now bit no I'm here at school, cold as hell.

I walk in the direction of the doors when I see a girl coming out in tears.
When she comes closer I realize it's Britney.

Me: Oh my god Britney!
Britney: Wh- Hannah...
Me: What happened?

She opened her mouth to speak but she started crying.
I ran over to give her a hug.

Me: It's okay Bri'.
Britney: I saw him kissing Rachel!
Me: Daniel?
Britney: Yes, that cunt.

If she swears that means she's really mad.
Daniel is her boyfriend or may I say now ex boyfriend and Rachel was her best friend years ago.

Me: Do you want me to go beat that bitch up?

She smiled slightly and shook her head.

Britney: I just want to forget what I s-
?: BRITNEY! BRITNEY IT'S REALLY NOT WHAT YOU THINK.
Me: Dude fuck off.
Daniel: Who are you?
Me: Maybe someone that at least cares about her?
Britney: Daniel go away.
Daniel: No Britney, let me explain.
Britney: Go away.
Daniel: But I-
Me: OH MY GOD SHE DOES NOT WANT YOU HERE SO GO FUCK YOURSELF AND YOUR LITTLE SLUT SOMEWHERE ELSE.

He looked at me shocked.

I grabbed Britney's hand and took her inside the school, leaving Daniel alone outside.

Me: Do you want water or something?
Britney: I want to drink something else.
Me: Like alcoh-
Britney: Yes.
Me: Are you sure?
Britney: A hundred percent sure.
Me: You got your car?

She took out her keys.
She was the only one that had a car in freshman year this year.
She seems like the perfect girl with good grades but inside she's just like me.

Britney: I can't drive right now, I don't even have my glasses.
Me: How can we buy drinks then?
Britney: Just forget it.

There was a silence of 20 seconds before I had an idea.

Me: I can drive.
Britney: But you don't have your license?
Me: But I can drive.

This summer I learnt how to drive at empty parking lot with my dad so I guess I can drive.

Britney: Let's go then.

We got out of the school and walked to her car which wasn't that far.
She opened the car and when we we're in it she gave me her keys.

I started driving to the nearest liquor store because at normal shops they wouldn't give us that type of thing just like that but there was this guy at a near liquor store that knew Cassy.

I parked and grabbed my money before going into the liquor store with Britney behind me.

We got in the alcohol section and got a pack of beer.

When when gave it to the guy he looked at us very strangely.

Me: Cassy sent us, she doesn't feel well.

He nodded.

Guy: 12.50$.

I gave him 13$ and Britney took the beer.
He gave the rest and smiled at us.

Guy: Goodbye girls.
Me: Bye.

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happy new year.
i hope this year will be better than 2017.
i love you all.
and btw sorry if i dont update regularly, i will more often.