A beautiful mess...

Those eyes...

(A/N Okay so I'm new here and this is just a little taste of what is to come so let me know if you like it, enjoy!)

There he was, just stood there his perfect hair swept to one side, this boy had been driving Ryan crazy all year. He was just ... perfect, those eyes, his perfect pink lips. Brendon was the definition of the word "Beautiful". Ryan shook the thoughts out of his head and moved over to his locker when he felt a cold hand tap softly on his shoulder.

"Uh hey..." Brendon approached Ryan apprehensively with one hand grasping the back of his neck, "I uh... I saw your poster for... um ... needing a temporary guitar player for your band"  Ryan's face lit up with excitement " Of course you can be our temporary guitar player" Ryan swiftly hugged Brendon and shuffled off to the music study without saying a single word. You see the truth is Brendon was a drummer and he loved to sing but that's beside the point he'd applied to be the guitarist for one sole reason just to get closer to the one he dreamt about.

It was the next day and Brendon was on route to his first band practice with the group, he wasn't really too over excited to actually "practice" he just wanted to see Ryan. He still hadn't told Ryan how he truly felt he had always liked Ryan since the first day they met in math class he didn't really know what had happened he was just hanging around for a while to see what the school was like and then... "Hey, Bren wait up I'll walk to practice with you" Ryan said gently running down the hallway. He finally reached Brendon and put a hand on his shoulder they just looked at each other and smiled, Ryan still could not get over those eyes he knew he had to tell Brendon how he felt soon before it ate him away completely. 

They stopped for a moment and Brendon knew this was the time to tell him how he felt, he slowly turned to face the slightly taller boy, "there's something I need to tell you, I..."  Brendon's speech was abruptly brought to a halt as Spencer and  Brent made a rather rude entrance shocking both Brendon and Ryan. "Ryan where have you been!? we've been looking for you for half an hour now, and who's this?" Spencer frantically asked panting after he'd spoken a couple of words, "yeah, who is this?" Brent stutters out shortly after. " well actually guys he's our ... um ... NEW GUITARIST!" Ryan exclaimed excitedly. They all headed down to the study but with only 20 minutes before the fifth period they didn't have much time to practice.

The bell rang and once again people stormed down the hallways' as if there was some kind of sale it was awful and no good for someone with major anxiety, Brendon had always struggled with his anxiety so he stayed behind while the main crowd left. Just as he was about to walk out of the school gates he felt a tight grip on his wrist and cautiously turned to see Ryan's gleaming eyes staring straight into his, they froze and for a split second in time the entire world just seemed to stop. Brendon soon snapped out of it when he was abruptly interrupted by his cell phone buzzing in his pocket, "I uh, I gotta go my mum's here I'll message you later, okay?" Brendon murmured "Um yeah ... okay" Ryan said quietly, they shared one last smile before Brendon went to the car and joined his mother.

Ryan paced around the entrance of school waiting for his Grandfather to come and collect him, he pulled out his phone to text Bren and that's when he saw it, the text that would change his life "Ryan ... I've got some bad news you need to get home and get home fast."

His heart started pounding, what could it be?, Is it my mum? these thoughts bounced around his head non-stop and he was slowly losing consciousness, he fell to the floor his arms limp and his breathing slow too slow.

Someone needed to find him and quick...