I was born in one small town, in four member family. I had everything, great parents, brother who loved me, funny grandparents. Everything was perfect. I was very cute little baby and everyone loved me. Years were passing by, and with them me too. I was growing up but...when I went on the primary school something changed. I was very wierd kid with..I don't know how to say it, with different mind. In the 3th 4th class nobody liked me a lot because I became very bad in many ways. I was stealing other things with no reason, soon I was using a dirty word..and ..this stood with me until today. It was very hard for me being one of them. So, when I was thirteen, bad times only came. I was so depressed by my stereotip life. My parents often argued and I started cut myself. But these feeling didn't stay with me very long, because I found really good friends with I was walking on the same way..but...when we were growing up our ways were more different like at the begining.
So we were arguing a lot and our friendship became very weak. Than came this summer. Summer, which I can't forgot because my aunt died for no reason. She wasn't ill, she wasn't get a cencer...she died because of mistakes of doctors. Because when she were in the hospital and she felt so bad and she had a big pain they told her " you only playing it(pain)" .
Two days later, she died. All family were very harmfull. We can't understood it..why?..Than, it was only a week when all family kept together. But than, came the biggest problems. Second aunt wanted her kids, her husband started argued with her..It was the hell on this planet. My mum argued with her parents, I argued with her parents, my mum argued with my dad, I argued with my parents and everyone argued with everyone. It was so horrible season.
In 2015 my parents get divorced because of my dad who was alcoholic. And we lived in the cage. But only after this, came big problems. I started be very rude, arogant in the school, I was arguing with my teachers. I wanted hurt them so much.
I started cut myself again but more more harder. I couldn't carry on anymore so I tryed to kill myself. It was no success because they saved me and I went in the hospital and than in the place where were fools. But on this place, I started listening other problems and I wanted to helped them. It was so sad, hurfull, hopeless season. But I was still keep walking until today...
