Chapter 19

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Louis' POV

After she left I left to and got to our van.

I know I shouldn't be crying. But that was actually my opportunity to tell her I have feelings for her.

But I guess I should move on. SHE DOESN'T HAVE ANY FEELINGS FOR ME. WHY SHOULD I ASSUME?

You're so stupid Louis! Why didn't you saw that in the first place?!

"Louis?" I heard Harry said

"Go away!" I said

"Louis please talk to us." Zayn said

I still didn't speak

"God damn! Where do you think you're going?! You have a photoshoot next week! Go back here!" Brooklyn shouted

I look up and saw she was talking to someone on the phone

"Shay! GO BACK HERE NOW. DONT MAKE ME GO AFTER YOU!" Brooklyn said then she hung up

"What did she said?" I said

"Well. Let's just say she go back to her parents." Brooklyn said and give me a reassuring smile

That's when I cried even harder

"Im sorry Louis. Im very sorry.. Actually what she said was not true." Brooklyn said rubbing my back

I look up to her

"What d-do y-you me-mean?" I said

"She should tell you, not me. She made me promise that I will not tell it to you. Because she wants her self to tell it to you personally." She said

What? What is the meaning of that??

"I'll leave you guys first. I'll talk to Simon for a minute." She said and got out of the van

"Uh. Guys can we go home now? I really want to sleep." I said

"Okay. We'll just tell Simon and we can go." Liam said

~in the House~

Zac stayed with us, he felt sorry for what her sister did to me.

As we got home, I got upstairs and get my Journal

April 29, 2014

I thought that I could tell it to her. I thought that this will be my most awaited day.

But what happened? All I've done was rubbish. This is all my fault. If I didn't held her hand, hug her from behind in the beach, maybe we're still together in each others arms even though we're not together. If all of that doesn't happened, well, we shouldn't have gone to Management.

This is my fault and I should fix this.

But I need some time to figure this all out without getting hurt...

-Louis

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A/N: really short because this is Louis' Journal Chapter!

Ahehehehe.

So excited for friday to come!

Going to buy my ticket for 1D's concert!

Yaaaaaaay!

Bye guys!

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