Dear John
I know you've found out about my feelings
Is it why you're avoiding my existence?
Don't worry I won't be expecting anything
Between you and I, there will be a distance
However, there are things I cannot control
Like the ceasefire of these emotions
For almost a year now that I hold
I eventually stopped taking precautions
If there's a feeling of unease
Dear, be open and tell it to me
I saw your forehead formed a crease
When you saw me just in the vicinity
Hate me if you must, but should I care?
For I am not in control of what I feel
You act apathetic that I cannot bear
Ignorance for me is such a big deal
John, my John, I couldn't call you mine
For possessing you is something you might hate
Can't say you're mine even in my mind
For your feelings I shall violate
John, my only John, in your heart can I vacate?
Allow me to call you mine just once
And hopefully my feelings you shall reciprocate
If not, I am ending this love, for all and once.
