Where do I start,how do I explain this feeling of nothing but pain is driving me insane.
The silent tears I hide so well,so no one knows I don't feel well.
I feel as if I'm a burdon to everyone but they can't see that because I hide everything so well.
No one sees the guilt I feel or that the voices in my head keep reminding me it's my fault .
That accident is like it's on replay every night and let me tell you it's a fright of a sight.
I've hit rock bottom that's for sure and to be honest I don't know how much more I can take before I finally break.
I come to realize in the end the only person you can count on is yourself but what if that's not enough .
What more do I have to gain when the only feeling I'm having is pain...
Look at my face for awhile can you see the fake smile or do you see the frown I hide way down..
Look in my eyes can you see the dired up tears that no one hears.
Try to read my mind can you see my fears.
