Life Is An Endless Battle

So you're finally beginning to notice huh....

My parents have known me all life,

You'd think they know me better than anyone else,

But  they don't.

It's been six months,

they only just started to notice that i'm not eating properly,

they only just noticed that i'm not quite myself.

I wish they would just get off my case,

I know that there is something wrong with me,

I don't need to be reminded every hour of every day.

Same goes for my friends,

Some friends they turned out to be,

Some of them stuck by me and others,

nothing.

When i'm down I need space,

I don't want your eyes boring into mine,

Until I place a smile upon my face to make you happy. 

I wish you'd learn,

That i don't like the concern,

It only makes me angry.

When you stare at me for ages,

then say are you alright you look really depressed,

I just sit there and think,

So you're finally begging to notice huh....