Mistaken for being happy.

Typical life karma

I woke up, as always my sister prancing around the room, so much energy. I pick up the pillow and cover my head with it, if I had to hear her say 'wake up' on more time I was gonna throw the pillow at her. "Wake up, Alexis." Sarah says happily and I throw the pillow at her and cover my head with the sheets, she pulls the sheets off me, "Alexis, Alex, Alexis, Ale-" She says and I sit up slightly irritated "What is so important I have to wake up?" I ask sheepishly and run my fingers though my hair. "It's monday, time for school." Sarah says in almost a motherly voice. "Woman! stop waking me up for stupid pointless activities. I'm not doing anything with my life there anyway." I say as I lay back down, she grabs my feet and pulls me out of bed. Eventually I give up and stand up, staring at her fiercly and sit her on her own bed and grab my clothes, then go get a shower, put on my clothes, brush my teeth, then do my hair and makeup and put in my piercings and walk out silently. "You look gothic today.....too much black, try wearing pink." She says happily and goes over to her closet. "Okay one, shut up and two, never.....I will never wear the kind of pink you like." I say and put a blue shirt over my black tank top and put a dark green jacket with black speckles and black, white and purple converse. "Now you look scene." Sarah says with a mello dramatic sigh. "Now you see why I don't take fashion advice from you" I say and grab my phone and walk out the door and downstairs and into the kitchen, my brother eating like its a sport rather then food, my birthday was in five days. Ususally the worst day ever due to the fact of, well pretty much everything. I grab a salad from the fridge and eat half quietly, saving the other half as well as staring at my brother slightly conserned by the mess he was making with the cerial. Sarah comes down and goes to the counter then hands me a cupcake and I stare at her for a few seconds then stand up and walk outside, knowing it was the beginning of december and not having a thick jacket on was acttually a good thing for me because if I got sick I would get to stay home. I hop into my brother's car and soon, after a few minuets he comes out and looks at me awkwardly. "Have you even tried being social?" Jason asks and I smile a little, "I was very social with Sarah this morning....and every other morning before that, she will never let me skip school.....ever" I say and lean against the window. "Me and Sarah got you something special for your birthday....." Jason says, and hugs me and I awkwardly hug him back then we slowly drive to school, passing forests, lakes, and much more beautiful winter scenery. "Will you be okay walking home today, the boys want extra football practice, probably because their idots who want to freeze to death." Jason laughs, I smile and nod, "Mondays and thursedays, right?" I ask and he nods with a smirk and I squint, confused at what he was smirking at, "Give me," Jason says, as I push the hair away from my face and put my hood up. "Ugh fine but I need the other one." I say and hand him a hand cannon and keep the walther p99 in my jacket pocket, stepping out of the car. I walk into school slowly keeping my head down and walking as I dodge some teachers, hearing them talk about a substatute in the first room I always go to, I roll my eyes and countinue walking. I reach a door slightly cracked open, the same door that I had walked though so many times, yet it felt so new. I step in and my eyes go wide as I see a tall skinny gentlemen with pale skin, a black buisnus suit, white shirt a red tie, black pants and dress shoes. "Are you our new teacher or the slender man?" I ask and he stares at me with his mouth gaped open in response despite the fact of him not saying anything as I roll my eyes and sit in the back of the class, as always. I figet with the bracelet on my wrists and the tall man walks over and stands in front of me and clears his throat as if trying to get my attention and I close my eyes and tilt my head up towards him then open my eyes and he smiles slightly, "You must me Ms.Raven, Alexis Raven if I am to assume I am correct?" He says and I look at him slightly confused, "Yes, Mr.Comicon" I say sarcasticly and put my hood up, after a while evryone else soon walks in and the head football player, my brother's friend, Quincy, walks over to me, and as always, pushes me out of me seat, stealing  my seat. I only sigh and sit somewhere else, seeing as though this is my daily schedule. I raise my hand, "Yes Ms.Raven?", the teacher asks walking over to me. "May I use the restroom I have some business to take care of." I smile, showing him the knife blade in my hand as he stares at me. He finally nods and I smile before getting up and passing Quincy, cutting his neck a tiny bit then walking out of the room. I soon enter the restroom and take the blade between my fingers, cleaning it. I crouch against the wall and put the blade to my skin, making a quick swiping motion and it cutting through the tender flesh. I yelp but quickly stop as the satisfaction of blood rushes down my arm. My tears had mixed in with the blood and the blood dripped down onto the floor, I remebered rymes that made me feel better even when I was happy they still helped me tough, "One, two, Freddie's coming for you, three, four, better lock the door, five, six, better pick up bricks, seven, eight, it's already too late, nine, ten, someone's dead again." I couldn't help but to laugh at my self pity although, everything was like that...everything was broken and usless to me. All except my friends and my favorite person, Sebastian Michalis everything changes though....