My soul has been filled to the brim with dark black blood and i feel the pain everytime i think about it. everytime i look at then...it just all i feel is pain and it makes me remember the good times. the hangouts. the walks. the funny conversations we had...all washed down the drain. what did i do to deserve this kind of pain and at this high a level that i wish my life ended right here and now. i tried to be the best i could be and that just wasn't good enough. all those relationship goal post you see and the girls that wished their boyfriends was like that. I try to be that guy. the one that'll be by your side no matter what and the one that'll love unconditionally and will stay loyal to you forever and always. the type of guy who always tries to open the door for you. the guy who wants to pay for you to try and be a gentleman. even the gut that thinks just going to a fast food restaurant or having a picnic on a hall is good idea of a date because no matter where we are or what were doing all long as I'm with you. how could I not be happy? but i guess i wasn't all you wanted and maybe i never will be....R.I.P
