Hopeless- C.G

Drunk hookup

Y/n
Drinking my feelings away, I see a cute boy from across the bar. When he looks up we make eye contact. Making his way over I'm a giggling mess because of all the liquor that was in me.

"Hey you want to take this somewhere else?" He speaks calmly as he makes his way up to me.

"Yeah... Sure." I say as I take his hand.

The rest of the night was a blur. I wasn't in control of my own actions. I have a feeling I was going to regret this in the morning... But the feeling I had throughout the night was something else. Something I haven't felt in along time. Affection.

*morning
When I woke up there was an arm around me. I smile at the thought of someone wanting to wake up next to me. I see my clothes all over the floor. I start to panic trying to remember last night. I look over next to me and I see Charles. I jump out of the bed I was in and start getting dressed. I was so pissed at the moment.

"Hey baby, leaving so soon?" I hear from across the room.

"Fuck you." I say cold.

"Hey hey hey. No need for th-.... Y/n?" He said sitting up.

"I can't believe it it's you!" He said jumping out of the bed but soon realizing he was naked.

"Did we do it?" He said grabbing his boxers.

"I can't remember, but all I know is I want nothing to do with you. Before I leave I want to know one thing.... Did you use protection?" I said once again cold.

"I-i don't know. I can't remember." He said looking around.
"But don't go.... I-i Miss you." He said trying to walk over to me.

"I bet you didn't miss me when you were smashing my friend!" I yelled because anger was building up.

"It was a mistake!" He said throwing his arms up.

"Bullshit! You broke my heart 2 years ago and didn't care. Walked away like nothing happened." I was furious.

"Y/n! You know I loved you, hell I still do! It was a huge mistake. I walked away because I knew it was wrong and didn't want to bother you because*he started crying* I -I cared for you and messed shit up between us. And I'm sorry! I'm sorry I ruined us."

I looked at him in disbelief. I grabbed my stuff and started heading for the door.

"Are you just gonna leave me!" He yelled for me.

I turned around and spit, "just like you left me. "