Did you think you could buy my love with books
It used to work
There was so much tension
I only went there because you were my ken
My sister didn't hear from you on her birthday
She just turned 20
In and out of her life
How'd you prepare for this disaster
The voicemails that you've recorded
Haven't been the most formal
And there's no way I'll answer
Everyone looks at me with wonder
Why do I have so much hate in my heart
For you
Only you
You left me
I won't put the blame on you
You found Jesus
It's conflicting
You're still not clean
You're like a snowman
Because you have a heart that's ice cold
At least, that's how it feels to me
You've melted away from all seams
I bet these days you're carefree
You have another daughter now
With a crazy meddling
Girl that's always been hustling you
I'm sorry it's all just pouring out from me
I hope it's stinging
All the memories
How I decided to cut all ties from you just like you did to me
One of these days I'd hope to release
This negative energy
Christmas is coming around
What's in store this round?
There's no more time
I'm all out of patience
I'm over it
I wish you weren't so swine
I really do
