Please stop,
I know everyone 'cares' so much,
But I can't help slipping out of touch.
I just wanna be left alone,
I don't want a place to call my own,
Because I'm not capable of joy,
Apparently all I am is a toy.
Am I really being selfish?
I'm just tired of feeling helpless.
But no, I must always be selfless,
No matter how I feel,
I'm guilt tripped into remaining real.
Why must I stay?
Leaving doesn't mean I'm heartless.
My love will always be true,
But sometimes life is too much to chew.
Please let me disappear,
Because some people aren't meant to be here,
And all I want is peace,
Which won't happen until I'm deceased.
