Stuck between right and wrong,
The divider becoming blurrier by the day
To tell, or not to tell?
To keep it quiet, or to let it out?
Like my life is in the balance,
One wrong move will leave me gone
Lying, broken on the ground,
Unbreathing, unsmiling, unliving.
The claws of insecurity surround me
The grasp of insanity not far
The embrace of self-love has gone
Vanished, along with hope
How do I escape this constricting hold?
Do I slay it like is done in the movies,
When the dragon takes the damsel
Then is rescued by the hero?
Do I trick it like Rumplestiltskin,
Playing a game of names?
Do I run away from it and hide
And spend my life in disguise?
Or do I leave it be,
Let it’s hold drag me deeper,
Into this endless hole?
Do I let it kill me completely?
Make me a dark shadow of myself
Or maybe it’s already too late,
Maybe it’s gone too far,
It’s got me in its clutches
Maybe it won’t let go.
I guess it’s what I deserve
Don’t ask me why I think this,
There is no logical explanation,
All logic seems to be gone.
How must I do this?
Alone without help is how
Help is too far away,
This monster’s grip too strong
I have to fake my life
And hide this terrible limp
Let people think I’m fine
With this wound killing me deep inside
The life I used to lead
Without worry, without pain
I wonder when it started
This beast taking over me
Did it start out slowly?
A stalker in the street
Or did it happen suddenly?
A gunshot in the night
Whatever happened it did
It doesn’t matter how
All I know is it did,
And I have no way out
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Beast taking over me~poem
PoetryNot the most upbeat poem you'll ever read, it conveys some feelings I've gone through at different stages of my life in metaphors.