Joo Hyuk Pov
Looking to someone that you really love from a far is really hard and much more painful when you see how happily in love they are with someone else, right in front of your eyes. I like her I really really do. Theres something magical about her, something I couldnt explain except for the fact that I fall for her.
Lee sungkyung is really a bobbly and funny sunbaenim, well she doesnt want to be called as sunbae, she even asked me to call her Noona instead. Everyone loves her and I guess lots of guy are in line for her. She doesnt pay attention to it though, she remains being a cool Noona, a light that gives color to my dark world. She doesnt know about it about how my hidden feelings keeps on growing in every single day that Im with her.
Then my heart broke when I knew that Sk and kiyong, which is younger than her too are finally dating. It broke me, it crashes me into an ashes. I asked myself, what If I'd been able to confess as well and have courage? Will I have a chance? I guess its still a no. SK seems like a guy who is a total opposite of me, someone who has the same spirit as hers. Every time I look at them, this soaring feeling of sadness arises. I manage to keep myself up and told myself that maybe maybe shell just remain a beautiful dream to me. Being together and for her to like me are out of this world. It wont be possible, it wont ever be.
