Hi im autumn. Im in highschool and was born in the wrong generation. So ig im gonna tell u a little about my story but first off im gay 😝 ...anyways so when i was born i had a seven year old sister named ashley and both parents. I was happy for awhile..at 4 i got my tonsils taken out (worst thing ever) then i had to move schools for the first time. So i changed schools and it was all going good then i started getting bullied and shoved around at school so i started staying quiet..not doing homework..falling asleep in class and failing my classes. It seemed like everyone hated me and nobody cared to even notice. So the next thing i know is my mom hitting me and calling me names. The next day i went to school and went to the bathroom ..i saw this older girl with scars on her arm..i was confused at what they were. I stared hitting myself and blaming myself for everything. I thought i was stupid and dumb. That i did everything wrong. When i was 6 i was raped. My parents did drugs right infront of me. My mom even tried to kill herself. I stared cutting myself. When i was in fourth grade i had my first kiss...with a girl. It was the best thing ever. I thought nobody saw until i heard someone behind us. She said she was going to tell everyone. So i was bullied even more. I moved states and it became worse and worse each time i moved. So right now i have no real friend. All i have is ppl online that are nice and try to help me...which i think is a dead end. I have a girlfriend and we have bern together for almost 3 months. She cheatef on me about a month ago w my ex best friend. But i took her back. Im living with my religious grandfather rn. I cant see my parents. I cant be myself. It hurts so much. I cry myself to sleep or usually dont sleep at all. Help me. Please someone. Anyone 😞..
Thanks for reading...
-autumn
