Confused Janus

It's Everything.

After a long frustating morning
I finally spoke with the person
I was craving for,

Whom my pulse is running for.

Who is somewhat the reason
I am smiling for.

I know this thing is half a menace
It feels like fully heated furnace.

But it's who I am

Behind a dummy hiding the confused Janus

Speaking stuff which which are generally heinous

And my mind, it is fucking perplexed.

Every breath feels like a thousand pounds,

Every bug looks like an angered hound.

In every music I can hear your sound

Shouting,"Boy, don't you dare to turn around."

Only I know how much my feelings are profound.
This is where I am
Amidst the fog of the heartly jam,
Using up words without making sense
Feeling damn low without being tensed.
Breathing like I have just fought a war
And I ain't stopping after coming this far.

This is what we are, fighting for our passions
Big cars and enormous mansions

But no one knows what's in the inside
What we want to share but we hide.

What drags us from flexing our pride
And what we want to ignore but we have to abide.

*Thanks for tolerating this mess. If I get enough votes then I'll write some more.

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