the untold

How it began

Today is my my mothers birthday  it's the 7 of October 2004 my father came home drunk and high "DAD DAD" I screamed and tried to hug him but he pushed me away so I let go of him and he walked to the kitchen so I followed him and he screamed "GO NOW" with that he slapped me I started crying "BE FUCKING QUIET U LITTLE BRAT" with that he kicked me in the tummy and I screamed out in pain "STOP STOP" I screamed with that he took my arm and threw me across the room I was laying on the kitchen floor trying not to cry he took a knife and cut me on my arm and I knew that he was too drunk too give me a scar but it was still deep I feel how the red warm liquid hits my arm and the sound of blood dripping on the floor every drop of blood that hits the floor my sight becomes more blurry for each second that goes. He came towards me and took of his belt and pants and with my blurry sight it was hard to see if he took of his t-shirt or taking pain pills then i heard a wrapper open and he took of my clothes and I started to kick and scream "NO DAD PLEASE NO DONT DO IT " "BE QUIET U FUCKING LITTLE BITCH ITS GOING TO BE FUN OR AT LEAST FOR ME" and he laughed, with that he raped me at the age of five after he was done he went out again and left me on the floor cold and scared.

*next day* 

I lay on the floor all night too weak too do anything I was hoping that he would not come back anytime soon but of course luck was not o my side he came into the kitchen and raped me again and then told me to good and make breakfast but i did not know how to make it so I told him that and he got mad again and threw a frying pan on my head and I started to bleed out of my head then he slapped me and said "I DONT FUCKING CARE GO AND MAKE ME TOAST" with that he left the kitchen and i started to try making toast but the toaster started burning and the large amount of smoke came into my lungs and I passed out 

sorry short chapter but I promise that it will be loner chapters its just the beginning