Will (Never Let It Go)

Lets Go!!

"wake up sleepy head," said Seth.

"five minutes more please.... oh god!" i said as i'm trying to get back to sleep.

"ohh come on, it's already noon you know. you can't just stay in bed all day long," he said again then he pulled my blanket from covering my body. that is one a hell of a good blanket Seth, why are you being so jealous of it?

"ergh, what's the big deal?!?! what happened to you today? are you sick?" i asked him.

"seriously? you don't remember what 'WE' should do today? or you're just pretending?" Seth asked me in rather a weird tone. look, i just woke up from sleep. and then he expected me to give the answer right away? my brain can't even think what day is today whether it's Saturday or Sunday. Dammit.

"what are you trying to say Seth? today is just another plain and normal Saturday." i answered him right away.

"so you really have forgotten what 'WE' should do today huh? you don't wanna guess?" Seth replied as he stressed the word 'WE'.  oh Seth, do i really need to answer that?

"ok fine, what the hell's wrong with today though? and why are you keep on stressing 'WE'? can you just spill the beans already, i'm tired of this riddle." i said as i really mean it.

"OH MY GOD! i can't believe it you really don't remember Derek. both of us and Kevin had promised to go fishing today at the sea." Seth answered as i can sensed that he's actually mad at me.

oh wow, i really have forgotten it. why is my brain so suck at memorizing things and events? the three of us had already promised this thing since last week and we also have made a plan. what a great friend i am, huh.

"ok.... just calm down for a bit, i remember now ok. its not like i purposely forget it or something.... maybe," i tried to calm Seth.

"ergh, you really need to write down everything you have promised. or else the same thing like today will repeat again and again. nevermind, just go ahead and prepare yourself. i'll be waiting outside." said Seth in a low voice.

actually i kinda hate it when i made my friends, any of them sad. i want to make people happy so that one day, people will make me happy. i would always believe in the concept of karma which is as long as we do good, good things will come back to us. just before Seth leave the bed, i hold his hand and say, "Seth, are you mad at me?"

"hmmmm.... no....." He said it while not looking at me. and his voice, sounds like disappointed. so, of course he was mad at me dumbass.

"hey, i'm sorry ok. i really am." i haven't let his hand go yet.

"yea ok. apology..... accepted," he answered.

as i felt dissatisfied with his answer, i pulled his hand and his body fell onto me and i hugged him from his back. after that, i kissed his cheek and i can see his  face is blushing and getting red.

"let me treat you breakfast, ok? please don't be mad at me Seth," i said to him in a.... kinda cuddly voice i guess or maybe cute, nahh that doesn't matter though.

"you..... ok fine, just... go and take a shower already will you. sheesh, you really need to stop doing that Derek," he said as he doesn't want to face me eventhough my face is just next to him. hahahaha, he's cute in his own way, that's one thing i like about Seth.

"ok ok, don't go anywhere and just wait for me at the living room alright. it won't take me long to prepare myself." i said as i hugged him tighter and rubbed my cheek with his. hmmm, when was the last time we did this??

"hmmmm ok, i won't be going anywhere. hurry up." he answered and he just let his cheek being ruthlessly rubbed. then, i let go of him and i got into in the shower. the water flowed onto me and i keep on thinking, today will be a long day.