I have problems. I just can't... emotions. Uggghhhh. I really don't know why my friends still hang around with me... I'm so useless.
I try to talk to them; everything makes sense in my head... I plan every word I'm going to say before starting the sentence. yet it always comes out in a incomprehensible mess.
so a few days I found him... he is beautiful... he is my life and emotions... litteray. I don't need the people I called friends anymore... I have him.
people argue over crushes... that's normal... nobody sane would kill over a petty crush would they? One problem... I'm not sane.
The day I killed her changed everything...
I pushed her of the top of school... I wasn't caught. There was a police investigation. They concluded other was a suicide act... I got away.
He will be mine... I don't care if I have to kill. I cannot feel emotions. some people can't walk or spell... I can't feel emotions. Killing won't have an impact on me. I will continue until senpai loves me.
