Broken// Jonah Marais

that party

                                                                            6 months ago...

"ashlee, do you wanna meet my friend, jonah?" daniel asks me.  "yeah. why not? " i say smiling. i mean, this party was packed. daniel took me by the hand and dragged me through the crowd of people. we stop at this tall, brunette boy. " this is my friend, ashlee." daniel says smiling. the boy looks at me and smiles. "hey. i am jonah. its nice to finally meet you." he says. wait, has daniel been telling him about me? "its good to meet you too."  i say, blushing. " daniel, we should all stay the night at my house. me, you, ashlee, jack, and corbyn." he says, taking a drink of whatever was in his cup. " i mean... i'm down." i say. they both look at me and smile. "yeah. i'm down too." daniel says. daniel leaves me with jonah to go find jack and corbyn. me and jonah just small talked about life. daniel came back with jack and corbyn. they were all down. 

shortly after everyone left, it was just us in the living room. "ashlee, do you have a boyfriend?" jack asks from the kitchen. "nope. it's me, myself, and i." i say, proud. jonah looks at me and looks at the ground. he is so cute. "maybe someone can change that." daniel says. he hurries up and drinks the liquor in his cup. jonah looks at him and gives him the "shut the fuck up" look. i knew what was going on. jonah likes me, and i like jonah. i yawn signaling i was a little tired. usually, i am out later than 1 am, but today, is different. "jonah, wanna let ashlee sleep in your bed?" corbyn asks. i blush. " yeah, why not?" he shoots back. "c'mon ashlee. i'll show you my room." he says getting off the couch. i follow him and turn back and see daniel smiling at me. i smile back. 

in jonah's room, it was dark. he flipped on the light and his room was really clean. i wish i had my shit together like he does. "well. if you're tired, you can sleep in  here. i will be in the living room if you need anything... and i mean anything." he says. i smile. "okay, thank you for letting me sleep in your room." i say blushing. "no problem."  i hug him. and it felt so right.  he smiled at me and walked back into the living room. i get in bed and climb under the covers. the blanket smelled like him and everything. i smiled at the thought of him. i doze off. when i wake up, it is 3:30 am. i walk into the living room and see jonah sitting on the couch. he was on his phone. he looked up at me. "jonah, i have a question." i say. he smiles at me. "yes?" he asks. i blush. "uhm... instead of laying in here with the other guys, do you wanna come lay with me in bed?" i ask him. he smiles really big. "of course." he says getting off the couch. i run from him and into the room. he chases after me. i giggle. 

in the room, he catches up to me. we both we laughing. we both were out of breath. "why did you run from me?" he asks. "because it was fun." i say, smiling  at him. we are standing just inches away from each other. i was so tempted to kiss him. he looked at my lips. i stared into his beautiful hazel eyes. he pulled me close. i smiled he grabbed my face and kissed me. we were kissing in the middle of his room. after that, we cuddled in bed. i rested my head on his chest and fell asleep. i woke up to the sound of  corbyns voice. "shhh... you guys are gonna wake them up." he whispered. "get the fuck out." i say. they all walk away.  i got up leaving jonah asleep in bed. when i walked into the living room, they were all looking at me weird. "what?" i ask, innocently. "so, you and jonah. are you guys a thing?" daniel asks. "yeah." i hear a voice from behind me. i turn and see jonah standing there. he hugs me from behind and kisses my cheek. and that is the day me  and  my amazing boyfriend started dating. 6 months ago.