My heart aches every second of the day. I still wonder why I can't see you for one more day, one more hour or even one more minute. The pain in my heart when I hear your name is hysterical. You're forever in my heart, however I wonder that if that was true, why my heart hurts the most.
It's coming up to a year since I last saw your face, last smelt you, last heard your voice. Memories are buried deep into my lost mind. I'm lost without you.
Although you're not here, you're close to my heart, in the locket that shines bright, even on the dullest of days. You keep me safe.
Grateful to have ever called you my grandfather. Lucky to have had you in my life. Yet appreciation, I felt I could have given more of.
They say the pain fades, but I know it will stay. Only forever.
