Depression thoughts

Drepression for me

It's getting bad and I try to stop it... I really am... It just seems like I'm not doing anything because it's all on the inside and that is taking up all of my energy, almost like a vampire would suck blood...

Now imagine this is going on inside your head. Someone or something locked you up and threw away the keys. You're in a cell all you have is walls of anxiety, a floor of self hate, a roof of nothing.... total blackness... Almost numbing but, you get one window.... where you see everyone outside being happy, playing and finding joy in everything they do... it's almost like another torture device...