Abnormal

Chapter 1: ella

Authors not: hellooo. Thanks for reading! So I will be interacting with you guys. I understand certain people do not like long chapters so I'll make them short but interesting. LEAVE SUGGESTIONS. Ok . Meow.

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No. This is all wrong. Read this if you dare. NO. That's wrong too. Everything I do is wrong. When will I ever be right. Last week. Lance, he's smart, not the cutest, smartest, nor popularist ( if that's even a word) was talking to me. I would be ok with it most of the time, but for some reason I wasn't.
I had a headache or something. I don't remember, but it wasn't important anyway. Or at least I think. I'm hungry; and off track like always. Ugh. In a way life has been hard. My life has always been so complicated. I didn't know my name for 5 months. Everyone thought it was normal. I knew I was autistic. I knew it. J-e-s-s-e that's how you spell my name. A-L-L. all I can spell. I can write. I'm normal. sureeee. i am forgetful, but I know I'm not like this. But who knew I was right.

|Authors note| I'm gonna add a little bit more to this chapter right now. But you can break there and start later to those who hate reading. (Its short)

J-e-s-s-e  A-n-t-o. That's how you spell my name. I am not autistic. I am normal. I am 11. I have a brain tumor

I have always been abnormal. I thought I was normal, is that what makes me abnormal? It takes a lot of time for me to accept that I am abnormal. Lance thinks I'm normal. Damnit ELLA DOES TOO. And Jane. She did. Dad did. But he was wrong. Mom was right.