I think I don't really want to talk about a special topic in this chapter. I just want to talk about hate in general.
I don't get it. I really can't and don't want to understand all the hate. We may be all different, have another skin colour than the 'normal' and just look different in general. But we're still all the fucking same. We don't have multiple races, we only have one. And that's the human race. I don't care if you're black, white, gay, straight, poor or rich, I care about your heart. I'm not saying we're perfect, we really aren't. Everybody has done something wrong, and that's totally okay! That's fucking natural!
I can't even count all the times I looked in the mirror and saw that ugly, fat girl. I hated myself because of all the people who called me that. I thought about killing myself, about how it would be to just get that final cut done and...blackout. Don't feel anything, be free. But I realized that life is worth living. No matter what other people say, I will always be beautiful. in- and outside. And so are you! Don't even give a damn about those haters. Don't respond to them, just ignore them straight away. Because all they want to do is destroy you. Don't give them the relief they will have, if they reach their goal. Let them know that you don't care. And if someone comes up to you and tells you all the lies about how you look, let them know that you're fucking confident and don't give a damn about what they say. If you're gay or have a different skin colour or are different in any kind of way, own it. Be yourself. And if you understand that you HAVE to do what you want to do and don't pay attention to anyone, you can be yourself and get your own freedom. But if you don't understand it, you will always be trapped in the trap society created. It's not too late to climb out of it, so do it!
BE YOURSELF!
