"Up/Down"
My mood swings
Happy and sad
I don't know if I'm getting
Better or worse
You cannot become happy
As fast as flowers grow in spring
But you can get sad
At the speed of light
My mind drives me crazy sometimes
Will i surivive?
"Hurt"
Today my eye hurt
For no reason
And I wondered
If the nerves
Controlling me
Thought
"Why has it been so long
Since we've felt
Physical pain?"
"My Mind Makes me Mental"
When I say I'm depressed
I don't mean I'm sad
I mean
That
Every
Part
Of me
Doesn't want to be here
I want to die
Crying is the closest
To what depression is
It breaks me apart
To the point where
I've torn at my own skin
Collected thin metal
Depression has made its marks
On
Me
Telling myself everyday that
It
Gets
Better
"Soul"
How do you know you have a soul?
Can you feel it?
Can you see it?
How do you know you have a soul?
Can you touch it?
Can you sense it?
I don't think I have a soul...
Nothing is there
In the void
Of myself
"Younger?"
You want to grow up
And do whatever
You desire
You want to be young
With no rules
More time
TIME
I don understand
Why we age
It is torture
Baby to a
Crippled one dying
The days we cherish
Go by so fast
24 hours on a spinning wheel
Days we dread
Are the longest
Like empty roads at night
"Happiness last Forever"
Happiness doesn't last forever
Soon
You'll be stuck in your room
Alone
Contemplating your existence
Hours
Tears down your face
"Why am I alive"
The world puts people like us through
So much pain
We
Break so easy
Care
So much
Give
Happiness to other's
We don't need it.
You
Don't
Need
It
Do you?
