golden boy

chapter 1

Goldie sat there on the stage holding a knife to his wrist watching the blood flow from this arm. "F-Freadbear!" the shaky voice came from springtrap. "What are you doing!?" spring ran over to the golden bear hugging him tightly. "why.....why didn't you tell us?" "I.....I" sobbed Goldie "I didn't want to hurt you guys" he said holding on to spring sobbing in to springs shoulder. "whats happening " whispered bon bon to Freddy. "spring found Goldie holding a knife to his wrist..." Freddy said grinding his teeth as he walked away crying. ~TIME SKIP~ Goldie sat there watching the others go after the night guard mike or as he called him Mikey. Goldie started to sing "Sometimes I think about who I should believe. The people who are dead of the people who are free Sometimes I hear them as they whisper to me I try to stay awake so i wont die in my sleep. And I was quick to take a second look through the window of the operating room and the adrenaline, it threw my eyes to the table on the floor where the patients lie I saw his face I could not speak as the anesthetic kissed his cheek i felt my lips go cold and my limbs go weak because the body on the table where the patients die was me, it was me.....give me back my oxygen mask cause i don't want to feel the walls of my heart collapse so put me under i sooner die on this table then face what causes me to be unstable. there was a lie between my demons and me and this body made of paper in the passenger seat as i open my eyes i could not see i felt the stitches come loss and the blood run free. and as my thoughts began to shake i felt the hand of darkness kiss ,my face and then the devil woke up and grabbed me by the throat he pulled me down to the place where the silent grows he looks at me with hollow eyes and he whispered my name as the flowers died i felt my heart go cold as in sank between the ocean i am and the river I'm meant to be give me back my oxygen mask cause i don't want to feel the walls of my heart collapse so put me under i sooner die on this table then face what causes me to be unstable. now im standing by the window on a sunday and i cant quite recall why i cannot move at all and i feel so tired and wounded like the stitches on my soul came apart im standing here in the dark well maybe its from the drinks we had last night but good god i love those friends of mine the best alcohol can buy. or maybe its from the lake of sleep but all the secrets Ive kept trying to be sweet to you its dark my dear but it got me through, it got me through (so) give me back my oxygen mask cause i dont want to feel the walls of my heart collapse so put me under. I sooner die on this table then face what causes me to be so unstable. causes me to be so unstable causes me to be so unstable. sometime i wonder if im a ghost wearing human skin i never chose i listen to the deivl as he spoke because he tempted me with a beautiful rose" after the song was finished everyone was clapping making Goldie blush

{authors note: hey so i need your help please tell me if this was good and who you would like to see Goldie fall in love with}