SCENES

Loop te loop // chapter eight

"What is going on between you and Harry," Dad ask.

I remain quiet. Where is this going on.

"Why ?" i ask.

"Sabastian called home last night saying you've been ignoring him."

Shit.

I have literally forgotten about Sebastian ever since Harry got here. Oh how cruel am i.

"I didn't check my phone lately," I say honestly.

"Come on, you are always on your phone."

"Dad i'm telling the truth, i did not use my phone often lately."

"Okay, go check it then."

I quickly got up from the sit, out the room, up the stairs, across the hallway and into my room. I ignore the glances and stares i get from El and Emma. I took out my phone from my clutch and ran out the room.

I felt so terrible for not remembering about Sabastian. I literally didn't even explain to him. I just accepted Harry's love and care, i just felt so stupid. I walk towards the living room and sat at the couch while waiting for my phone to turn on.

What am i going to tell Sabastian. That i'm leaving him? That i have Harry and i'm leaving him. I'm such a player.

My phone screen when to the lock screen and i waited for notification.

30 missed call from Sabastian.

3 missed call from Emma.

1 missed call from unknown.

45 messages from Sabastian.

4 messages from Mum.

And the rest is spams from twitter.

"You're not lying," I jump front, shocked. Dad is looking at me from behind the couch.

"Well yeah, i would never lie to you or mum," I say and he narrow his eye at me.

"Well this is confusing you right ?" Dad ask as he walks up to the front and sat next to me.

"You don't know whether to choose Sabastian or Harry, correct ?" He say and i nod. Well at least my dad understands what i'm going through my mind now.

"Always choose the second one," He say.

"Why second ?" I ask softly.

"If you really love the first guy, you wouldn't have fallen in love with the second," I am impressed of my father. He might be the most strictest father at times but almost everyday, he is the sweetest. I hug my dad right away.

"Oh dad, you're my hero." I mutter in his chest.

"Do what you have to do alright," He say. He gives me a kiss on my forehead before standing up and leaving me.

I stood up from the couch and walk up to my front door porch. I dial in Sabastian number and called him. He answered on the fourth ring.

"Diana ?"

"Hey Sabastian, listen, i have something to tell you," I start.

"You are gonna leave me ?" He say.

"Sabastian please let me explain," I say.

"I knew this day would come," He mutter as i sat on the bench outside.

"Sabastian look, i don't want to lose you, you were there for me all this time before Harry came but things change."

"Well if we are not gonna be in a relationship anymore, can we at least be friend," He ask.