Confused and bleeding again and again
Why am I like this
Why can't I stop
Why do I hurt myself to no end
The last one was bad and I woke up empty
Nothing inside
Everything to hide
Why can't I stop this horrible Craving
I'm afraid I will never be able to stop
Or be discovered
Sent to a ward
Why oh why do I want to chop
I try so hard and last so quick
One day
Two tops
And then again i Must at least prick
I will keep fighting but it is hard
Maybe Unfixable
Broken by you
And you know what you did and who you are
I will stop mother when you quit smoking skunks
I will quit father when you quit the pity and realize it was your alcohol and drugs
They put you there
Stuck in your chair
I will quit brother when you stop the abuse
I will quit when I am free of you
