I've fallen into a seeping hole of darkness, that has been eating me from the inside out. I guess today was the day I gave in. It's filled with the utmost torturous things. Feelings I don't want to feel, and memories I don't want to remember. I have many things that I used to toss to the back of my head and wait for them to go away. But I guess over time they just built up into this hole that instead of comsuming my un-wanted feelilngs. Began to comsume me as well. I wish that I could've started over, and never have made the black hole in the start and made things differently. But you just can't change the past. Now I'm stuck in a hole that torments me everyday, and brings me nothing but pure drepression. No matter where I might go, or what I might do. I will always be stuck in my black hole, unless someone is offering a hand to pull me out.....
