"I wish that you were never born ." . That's all I can say when I have a second to think about myself . I have myself soo much that now I am a professional lier. None can see if I am killing myself inside or if I am alreally dead.
I hate EVERYTHING about myself . I have my voice , my face , my body , my hair , my personality. I hate that everything gest to me ,that I am never smart enough, that I care way too much for people who doesn't have little time for me, that I am not enough for anyone , that every night I am trying soo hard not to cut myself.I have myself soo much that I wish someone would put me down and beat me up so I can feel like I get what I deserve.
I hate myself soo much that If I would have a little bit of happiness I would give it to everyone that I can . I just don't think that I deserve happiness.
Don't tell me I'm pretty. Don't tell me I'm beautiful .Don't tell me I'm perfect . Don't tell me I'm smart.DON'T TELL ME I'M THE BEST !
Just don't ....
Beautiful how is a girl who cries herself to sleep , who shuts herself away , who drags a blade to their skin , who always has breakdown , any thing other than worthless.
