That girl that thought she had it hard

That girl that thought she has it hard

                                  This girl that is in my class. She's outgoing ,loving ,caring ,and more.But she has it hard at home .She feels like she doesn't belong and that her parents aren't her real parents .Then she went to the DNA test and found out her parents weren't her parents.But she goes to school acts like nothing is wrong. Everyone like's her and some people wants to be her .But then one day she was sad and everyone seen it .Everyone was asking her "what wrong ","everything ok " and every time she would say "yes i'm good" .

Then the next day she didn't come to school it was weird because she always came to school never missed a day. Everyone was talking about her and then the next day she came and everyone was asking her "why didn't you come yesterday"she said she had to do something .But everything is ok and kept smiling and walked away.But there was this one guy that was deaf and he knew something was wrong just looking at her he knew and no one liked him or couldn't talk to him and he couldn't hear them but he could read their lips. So one day he wrote something on a paper and gave it to her and she open it and it said "i know maybe you don't like me but you guys don't know me but that's not why i wrote this i was trying to tell you that i can tell that you have things going on and it's hurting you and you look like you don't want to talk about it but you have to and you will feel much better if you do " and then she looked at him and smiled and wrote "thanks for trying to talk about it but i don't want to talk about it but when i do i'll tell you first "and gave it to him .Then started to do her work .

But after that she would talk shit about him and say "he can't hear me anyways so he doesn't know what we're talking about " but he knew and now it's one step closer to being friends with someone that everyone likes . The next day she come to school to tell him she was more sad then she was before and he wasn't there at school then she told herself i'll tell him when i see him and then a women came in the room and was crying and getting his things and everyone was trying to see who's mom that's was.But then they found out that that was that deaf kid mom and she told everyone that he killed himself because people were making fun of him and she was sad and sorry because she was making fun of him .She was telling his mom that she's sorry and ever mean to do that she was just trying to take my anger out that he was that person because she thought he couldn't hear me and his mom say while crying that he can read lips and he is a person to just because he can't hear you ."I know and i'm sorry "i have things going on in my life and i just talked to him yesterday he sound like he was fine i didn't know he had nothing going on with him but no one knew because no one talked him everyone was thinking about me and my problems and wasn't looking at him and didn't see he had problems in him he couldn't hear so all of us took it as he couldn't see us either and that's what we got wrong he could. I'm sorry that i made fun of him and i'm sorry for you lost.But then his mom said i'm sorry that you have thing going on in your life and if you need to talk to someone i'm here i'll give you my number and she got all his stuff and left .

The girl went back to her seat and was quiet and he classmate was talking about it and she started to cry.She thought maybe someone would talk to her like they used to ,but no one did. Then after that day no one has talked to her and she seen her friends and she tried to hang out with them and they said i'm sorry go talk to the deaf kid that killed himself for you and walked away. No you guys need to stop acting like that people have problems but you can't make fun of him his a person just like you .don't act like you guys don't have none because i do just like you .Then walked away happy for standing up to them and everyone else .But then she stop i thought she lost everyone even the boy that was there even when she made fun of him.

So she called that number and the mom picked up and said"i knew you would call sometime what happened and don't play your brother told me everything "BROTHER i don't have a brother actually i don't know because i just found out that i'm not the person i thought i was .I need to found my birth mom .You did find her you're talking to her !WHAT you'r my mom so that means he was my brother and i was making fun of him and i pushed him to kill himself :( no no he was sick he was going to sooner or later but how do you know i'm yours ."I know the first time i seen you you look just like your dad "where is my dad ""well he died when your brother was born that's why your brother died because he had the same disses that your dad had ". Wow that's crazy so why didn't you look for me if you knew i was your ? Well you were happy and you were little i didn't want to rap you out of a family that you grow up in and plus i got pregnant again with your brother i was 17.Then one of the doctors told me you didn't make it that you had died i was hurt .Then when i seen you at the store i looked at you and you were happy i knew that doctor was lying i knew someone had took my baby and it was that lady that to me that me baby had died. It was the worst day of my life .But i'm here and we got to meet and talk to each other ......