One night I was sleep and my mom had woken me up from a slumber and we quickly ran to the car I was thinking to myself "what is going on is there something wrong " I heard my mom on the phone yelling and crying she dropped me off at my aunts house I had some yogurt and then I fell back to sleep that night or morning rather she took me by the hand I asked my brother what's wrong y'all are really scaring me I looked at my mom and she told me someone killed your daddy I admittedly I dropped my knees and cried my eyes out until they where red because I never even got a chance to say good bye before he left we had a great time we were making a fruit cake with his sister which is my aunt tee who lived with him .when we were with him now and then I ask myself why me did I ever do anything wrong is this how the devil repay me after all the the things I did to make my mom and my dads relationship work this must be a test or a sign to stop doing crazy things I know I've said some things in the past but this does give you the right to take some I loved we might have not talked as much and I regret that this is a this must be a sign of god telling me something telling me to do better you have and got someone to look up to my brothers and sister might cry a little or may even a lot but we care my sister was my one shoulder I had to lean on that day I swear it took 5 to 7 people to get my brother because very strong he has the strength of God and Jesus put together it was so hard seeing my 2 little brothers crying my twin which is my little brother he always told me that if any one talked about his family he'd kill someone or fight he's just like my big brother. Those past years went by. We still forgave the boy who killed my dad .
