BEA
MAN: De leon, laya ka na!
Shit! Nanjan na sila. And it took them 3 hours three hours this time. Sigurado ako it was mom who convinced my dad to let me out.
Don't get me wrong ha. I didn't kill anyone or something. Ganito kasi yan.
I went out to get some drinks with my friends, sa usual hang out place namin. Of course we were drinking so we got drunk. I wanted to go home na so I looked for my friend who promised me he'll drive me home. But he's some kind of malandi, so when a girl offered him to go to her place he left me ng ganun ganun nalang. Wala akong choice but to drive myself home. I don't remember that much nga e. Basta ang alam ko lang e I was being escorted more on being dragged na to this jailhouse.
BM: Oh my baby, are you okay?
My mon as usual greeted me with a hug. It was my dad who just looked at me as if he was about to punch me in the face.
BD: Kaya ganyan mag-isip yan e. You always baby her.
I rolled my eyes hearing my dad say that. Ganyan naman siya palagi e. Kahit wala akong ginagawa, he was just always mad at me. Except for this siguro, i would totally understand kung sasapakin niya ako infront of many people.
I used to be a daddy's girl. Sobrang close kami niyan. Kaso everything changed when I came out. Then I had a girlfriend. Well, it's safe to say na hindi niya tanggap kung sino talaga ako. Eventhough he doesn't say it, ramdam ko naman.
Well anyway, My dad walked first towards our car. Even if I was walking two feet away from him, i can hear his loud sighs of disgust and anger. My mom on the other hand just kept on weeping ang praying at the same time while trailing behind me. Ayaw ko siyang sabayan kasi ayaw ko siyang nakikitang umiiyak. Ironic noh? I didn't wanna see her cry pero i am the reason why she's doing it. Basta mahirap i- explain.
BD: What do you want to happen to your life?
Tangina, eto nanaman tayo -.-
- 1st, you were found passed out sa labas ng village natin. 2nd you got involved in an illegal drag race, 3rd you got into an argument with a police then this! Drunk driving?! Mabuti nalang malaki ang utang na loob sa akin ni General Santos. Madali ka namin nalalabas. What if one day hindi ka lang makulong...
My dad stopped when he heard my mom cry louder.
BM: (while crying) Beatriz, please whatever it is that your feeling. Tell us! Hindi pwedeng ganito nalang palagi.
I honestly wanted to speak but I didn't know what to say. Gusto ko mag-sorry siguro pero ayaw lumabas e. Well, sa maniwala kayo o sa hindi, it pains me too to see them like that. Sa totoo lang, hindi ko rin maexplain kung ano yung nararamdaman ko. Nagugulahan ako, hindi ko na alam kung galit pa ba to or takot or kung ano man. Basta gusto ko lang makalimot.
The rest of our drive home was quiet. Even Mom stopped sobbing na rin half way through our village. Napagod na siguro.
BD: Go get some rest, we'll talk about this tomorrow!
Said my dad sternly as he parked in our driveway. I immediately obeyed naman and ran to my room. Sa sobrang tamad ko, i slept na with my dirty clothes because who cares.
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JHO
Papa God! Please make Papa stop from crying... It's sad at the same time it's embarrassing -.-
