I was too afraid to approach you
First words always seem to be the hardest
I wish I could use Shazam on your beautiful voice
Just so I can know the name of the artist
I wanna tell you that you're beautiful but
I'm afraid you won't believe me
Because society degrades women into objects and it's probably why strip clubs and museums have the same rule
But those rules are like tools that structure our mind into believing that beauty is an impossible concept
But the cons you accept as you ignore the pros.
Feeling exposed because these supposed foes are the ones you have to impress.
Undress to redress, hoping no one will witness your starburst pack of insecurities
Unwrapping these burst of hope only to swallow them because you don't accept compliments knowing you wanna be treated like a charity.
And all your uncertainty lead to your reflection being the one to blame. Looking in the mirror
Feeling like a sneeze that never came
But beauty is relative when the defined lines are untangled. Like the way a rat would look at a bat like it had the wings of an angel.
I know you despise your flaws, I wish I can expose your imperfections just so our perfectly imperfect is our connection, and it could be displayed by the intertwining of our legs.
Like the hair of Rapunzel we could be mysteriously tangled beside your bed.
I guess I'm just hoping I could be a meal for your food for thought, because I hope it reciprocates when I say I've been thinking about you a lot.
To be quite frank, ocean waves crashing
Through the empty chambers of my heart
Creating a tide like those moments we used to be apart and the only sign of what used to be is the stale wet sand
Every word I speak is just to get you to understand
I wish you could be mine. But even after all this, you remain in this Chinese finger trap of a relationship.
Because every time you get together with him, you always seem to drift further apart from me, well equipped and a guy who actually deserves you
And I don't mean to sound cocky, but my battery percent is higher than the amount of time he's said "I love you" is that not shocking?
Think I have to put it into numbers cause words aren't enough for an explanation. I wish I could fall in love with you so many times that I have to put it in scientific notation.
So do I love you because you're beautiful, or are you beautiful because I love you.
All I ask is one chance, and I can be able to show you.
#Clarity
