I was never enough to anybody. I am like a wind, they can feel me but they never see me. It was hard to pretend that i am okey eventhough im not.
Im so tired trying my best to let them know my worth. I never feel worthy of anything. I was just these girl who exist but was never been seen with worth.
Then one day, someone came. He made me feel cherish, loved and never made me feel alone. Happy days was with him, i feel pretty, i feel love, i feel everything that i once never feel with the people around me.
But when i thought that everything is already in its rightful place, i came to realize i was played.
Played by the person i thought love me.
He played me to earn the love of the person he truly loves. And i am not that person. It hurts me more to know that the person he played with was my so called friend.
They played me good. It broke me, not only my heart but also my soul.
They made me feel again that i was not worthy of any love. It hurts to be laugh by the once you treasured.
My so called friends turned their back on me when i needed them the most.
Yes, maybe i am not worthy of anything. Because im not beautiful as i believe. I AM UGLY! Thats the truth i hate to admit.
Who will love some like me, an ugly girl who dont know the meaning of fashion. The girl who hides in her braces and thick eyeglasses.
I hide myself from every one. I run away with heart ache and from the betrayal.
I run away from the people who made me feel worthless!
Because, thats the only thing i can do to save myself from further humiliation and self-destruction!
