It was sixth grade I was outside sitting at a bench, I couldn't wait to leave this school although i was terrified of middle school i absolutely hated having to wear a uniform.
Now, let me tell you about myself
I'm a shy girl with frizzy hair and dress up like a stereotypical nerd, my uniform just made it worse.
Uniforms were required at this school I wore baggy khaki pants and a navy blue button up shirt along with a tie and suspenders. I've been through so many phases tomboy, hippie, nerd Ect. I was trying to find myself and everytime another group/ type of people came to my attention I was convinced that I finally knew who I was in this world, but my hopes were brought down the more and more I changed. Most of my days were full of nasty comments, I was bullied yet could never bring myself to tell anyone.
My brother and dad were always fighting so they never noticed me coming home and crying my eyes out. All hope was lost, i've been dealing with this since second grade; imagine getting bullied, coming home sobbing, then getting verbally abused by your own father and beaten by your brother for four years straight.
My brain was a mess, my heart was torn into a million pieces... i completely gave up on myself.
Nothing would change the way i saw life or make me give myself another chance, at least that's what i thought.
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What Is Love?
RomanceA shy girl is trying to find herself, she has many insecurities, gets bullied, and abused both verbally and physically. She falls in love with a very mysterious boy but he vanishes and haunts her dreams every night, her love is so strong that she ne...
