This is a poem I made . contains cussing. Play song. This is from one of my other books.
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I tell you that I still hate you sometimes. Truth is: i hate that i still love you but I'm too ashemed to admit it. I always hate my self for it yet it doesn't stop. I'm embarrassed and ashamed that I'm still in love with an twat like you. You don't realise but your slowly killing me inside. I still talk to you because I love you so much that I've settled for being your friend and supporting you, seeing you happy and being able to improve your life. My one wish is that I never fell for you and that I forget all my memories of me loving you, only because now I'm in so much pain that I cry. I cry because I can't love you and because I'll never here the words "I love you ". I'm also scared, scared to love again in fear that the next person I trully fall for will turn out similar with me being broken and dieing. I've gotten good at hiding it and you'll always see me smile. You rose my self - esteem when I thought I was ugly and hiddious; Were all those amazing things you said a lie? I still have the notes with them on, and all the other secrect converations we had in lesson. All the memories of us will be with me forever.
Now the only thing left to do: is learn to forget and teach my heart to ignore the words "I love you " without them being proven.
~Wolf
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Secrects Revealed
PoetryThese are a collection of poems I wrote while going through some personal issues. They are mostly sad but I'm not sure which I'll include. They are also about emotions. This will also include some of my favourite quotes or ones that many people rela...
