Sometimes the quiet ones are yelling from the inside-Connor franta
Behind every smile is a tear
Wether it's out of joy or sadness
And before you ask I want you to know I'm okay
Just Leave me in the dark with my horrible thoughts in the quiet
For all I will be able to hear is the loud muffled sobs from my heart
And all I will feel is the hot burning tears flowing from my eyes
Let my heart yell and my eyes stay still cold and unable to show emotion
Let my mind wander and my body stay still like a soldier on the ground at war frightened unable to make a sound
Let the darkness envelope me till I am nothing but a heart and a mind
And again before you ask yes, I am and feel perfectly and completely fine
Just let me stay in the darkness
Let me regret my choices
Let my tears dry up and stain my face
Let my heart listen to your kind and gentle words without skipping a beat
Let my mind stay still not like a soldier at war but as if i was a soldier finally coming home and seeing their family
Let me tell you I made it
Let me tell You that I finally overcame my anxiety
Let me tell you that I'm perfectly and completely happy and for that to be the truth
But for now I stay in the dark, unable to move or make a sound.
YOU ARE READING
The stories I thought I'd never tell
PoetryThese are a collection of writings that I've written mainly on the days when there was a dark cloud over my head - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - /- - The pictures in the writings are mine
