Living inside the chaos of my mind. Wishing to peak into the future of my unpredictable life. My heart on my sleeve as I helplessly cave in. Hoping to be loved, eventually. I want to be beautiful, I want to be pure, I want to be adored like no other. What am I to do? I have not even the slightest clue. Feeling the walls cave in as I silently lay on the floor. Waiting to be crushed. I want to excel, to overcome the pain I have endured, but what is it like beyond this wall? What does it feel like to be happy, relaxed, and stable. How should I feel about it all? Tears falling down my cold lonely cheeks. I thought it was the last time life got the best of me. I thought I was courageous. I thought so....
