17 gets complicated (boyxboy)

CHAPTER SIX: Confusion with a spike of love

this chapter was fun to write for me, it's alot of fluff, but this story needs it for whats coming up in the next little bit. it took me longer to update than usually, but I doubt that's a big deal, correct everyone that's reading ? :P

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CHAPTER SIX:

JASON

Ugggh, I’m a disgusting human being. I couldn’t sleep last night, not in that bed where I did those things. I ended up rubbing one out thinking about fooling around with Daniel, actually, it was a few more than one. I think I spent a good three hours in total, just fantasizing about him. How could I look him in the eye today, this was so embarrassing.

I closed the gate to my units grounds behind me. Living down town, the housing wasn’t the best. I lived in a complex that was once a motel, has the bullet holes in the ceilings to prove it,. Okay, that was dark, moving along. It was a decent place, though I have to start looking for a part-time job to pay my mother rent. She said since the landlord has bumped up the monthly rate, shes having troubles making ends meet.

Regardless of the shit going on lately, I had a bounce in my step today after realizing that I just might be in love with Daniel, though I’m not gay, he’s just an exception. I know I freaked out last time when he tried to take it further with me than just rubbing, but next time it happens, I’ll be ready. I had to do some research last night on how two guys do it. Some of the stuff got a bit graffic and I gave up, but I learned something interesting about what to do for the guy on bottom - which let's face it will be me - Tensing and loosening at the right times. I practised it as I walked.

there is something really fucked up with me and I enjoyed it.

Every inch of my body was on fire today, but unfortunately, it wasn’t because of Dan. All my muscles burned with every movement because of yesterday. I guess I’ll just go to the druggies hangout after first and get some strong pain killers. They owed me anyway, I covered for them last time they did a deal in school and almost got caught.

“Surprised you're here today.” Jesso said, sliding up beside me. It's weird that I'd run into him before Daniel, but I guess he’s running late or something. Though, we shared a locker, so I was bound to cross paths with him at some point . I was going to tell him today.

“Yeah, I wanted to stay home, but I got stuff to do at school today.”

“Ohh, this coming from the guy that's famous for jumping from the second story window just to get out of class.”

“That was my first year. I was being stupid was all. Practically killed my fucking ankle.” I laughed at the memory, Dan had to piggy back me all over school for a week straight. “ that hurt more than my body does right now.” I lied.

“Speaking of which, I heard that Malark feels so bad about it all that he wants to make it up to you and apologize. I wouldn’t be surprised if he bought you a bouquet of flowers or something.”

“I wouldn’t except them.” I laughed.

“Don’t be so heartless man, the poor guy thinks this will get him kicked off the team.”

“That won’t ....... happen .....” I trailed off, distracted by what was coming through the main doors. Everything around me fell away, my only focus being the new arrivals.

Daniel was walking beside Marco, smiling as if everything was right in the world. There was a round kiss shaped bruise just below his ear that he made no attempt to hide and his purple v neck wasn’t his own. It was one of Marcos beloved shirts ......