You cut me way too deep . To the point where I can't feel my knees .
If love is pain then I'll go insane
My future beholds to him it may .
But I have to say , my cuts are way too deep .
Your sitting here making them leak .
I can't ever see you any...
Aleeyah/lee😍 Friday,August 28 6:50pm Lucas Crib, 🏘 --------------------------------------------------- I was now at Lucas house I used my key he gave me a while ago
I let myself in, I heard moaning and thumping sounds... I'm guessing it's Dillyn because Lucas wouldn't do that .... right?
I walked upstairs only to be hit with a fishy pussy smell... GROSS 🤢😷🤧
I walk to Lucas room to hear moaning and grunting tf😒
I bust in the room to see Lucas all up in a girl GUTS
WTF?!?, I yelled
OMG, do you know how to knock, the girl said rolling her eyes covering herself
Lee it's not what it looks like, Lucas said guilty
I don't care fuck who you want were not dating..I'll just go to Nolen house and stay, I smirked knowing he would be pissed
NO TF YOU NOT, he yelled putting on his boxers and shorts and socks with slides
YES TF I AM,I yelled walking back downstairs
I grabbed my bag and phone and sat on the couch putting my shoes back on, I was about to walk out when Lucas picked me up and sat me on the counter getting In between my legs
You not going nowhere you hear me?, he said demandingly
IM MOVING OK I NEED TO GET AWAY FRON MY MOTHER I CANT TAKE GETTING ABUSED ANYMORE.. OK I ACTUALLY LIKE YOU I WANTED TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU AND CUDDLE KNOWING I CANT BECAUSE I JUST WALKED IN SEEING YOU FUCKING A WHORE I DON'T HAVE A FATHER, MOTHER, ANY SIBLINGS I DON'T KNOW ANY OF MY FAMILY, AND IM LOSING MY CRUSH I BARLEY TALK TO DILLYN OR BLAKE I ONLY HAVE MYSELF SO IM MOVING KEEP ALL THE STUFF YOU BROUGHT ME I DON'T NEED IT IM DROPPING OUT OF SCHOOL AND BECOMING A MODEL I NEED TO BE ON MY OWN AND THATS ALL I HAVE..... NOW GIVE THE CLOTHES TO THE WHORE AND CARE FOR HER, I cried
Listen lee I love you ok I need you to listen to me I don't want you moving ok,Lucas cried
Why are you crying when I should be the one balling in tears right now? You have everything going for yourself you make music I don't, you have a house I don't , you can buy anything you want I can't, so stop crying and go finish your sex while I go to my job, I said wiping my tears which didn't really matter because they kept coming down
Listen I'm sorry I didn't know you liked me I didn't even know you had so much to cry for please just st-, I cut him off
What the fuck do you mean you didn't know I liked you........ ITS SO MOTHERFUCKING OBVIOUS.... AND THEN YOU SAY YOU DIDN'T KNOWBI HAD SO MUCH TO CRY FOR WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN? Is this the real Lucas I'm talking to and looking at? Because the real Lucas wouldn't say that.....*chuckles* maybe their right.. people do change, I walked away into the living room and sat down putting my head in my hands crying
Lucas walked in and sat next to me staring at me with tears streaming down his face
I-I'm sorry,Lucas cried
"Don't be... now I know what it feels like 'FALLING INLOVE WITH COLY' "
Please forgive I promise I will become a better man for you...., he cried
FOR WHAT?.... there is no need, I cried
He went silent and cried in his hands, I checked the time and it was 7:30 my job starts at 8:00, I sent a uber and it will be here in 5 minutes
Look.. I have to go to work bye, I pat his knee and got up about to walk to the door when Lucas stopped me
Wait,he yelled
What, I yelled back
What is your position, he asked
"A STRIPPER", i said walking out slamming the door
